So here I am laying in bed, listening to some Mineral, and doing some thinking. I have come to the realization that I really don't care about much of anything these days.. I don't say that in a negative way, it's just something I realized. Also, I've really been finding out that I'm really scared of what kind of person I'll be in the future. Has anybody else ever worried about being the person who wakes up one morning and suddenly realizes that they don't like who they've become? I'm going to be completely honest, it scares me so hard..
I see things that I do and the way I handle some things and worry that one day I'll be somebody who is out of hand and out of reach, somebody who is so stuck in his ways and so stubborn that nobody can reach me. I am terrified at the thought of becoming someone I don't want to be. I know that I'll never stop trying, but I'm just so scared that I'm too weak to make the changes I need to! I'm stoked to see what God has in store for me.. I'm just scared of the possibility of me messing it up! haha
I don't really know where I'm going with this.. I guess I'm just putting this out there in hopes that somebody can give me some insight!
